To dream of failure is a dream associated with fear of being inadequate and a fear of not having a winning personality. To dream of failure in a business means you are letting fear cloud all your dealings and must change this or suffer a real loss in revenue. A woman who dreams of failing in love will if she does not change some of the things she has been doing and become more self reliable.
*I turned up for rehearsals with my drama group and found out that it wasn't actually a rehearsal but the show night. I hadn't learnt any of my lines and was desperately panicking as I thought we still had 2 months to go. It was literally an hour before we were due to go on stage and I was desperately trying to learn my lines. All of a sudden there was an announcement I was due on stage, so I quickly put on my costume and went. I threw my script at Kate and told her to prompt me from behind the curtains. I managed to remember my very first line, but could not remember anything else so just stood there looking like an idiot. When I looked into the crowd I realised my work was there, so in an attempt to salvage some respect I walked forwards and decided to 'free-style' using some comedy. No one laughed and I was stuck on stage making joke after joke with no one laughing until Sanjit rescued me and pulled me off the stage. Just as he did, the people from my work pulled out a huge 21st birthday cake for Sian onto the stage to get the whole audience to sing Happy Birthday to her; Sanjit and the rest of the cast thought I had told them it was OK to do this but I hadn't. Once me and Sanjit retired backstage everyone was clapping and I thought it was for me but it ended up being for Sanjit for getting rid of me. As I was walking out of the theatre I over heard Roly on the phone telling his friend I had ruined the whole production and that I was a shit actress anyway.
I am part of a drama group and I have to attend Rehearsals tonight for the first read through of the script. Obviously I was worrying about bring good enough and not letting the rest of the cast down. I guess my dream indicates I am bothered by what my work will think of my acting abilities when they come to see the production.
*I turned up for rehearsals with my drama group and found out that it wasn't actually a rehearsal but the show night. I hadn't learnt any of my lines and was desperately panicking as I thought we still had 2 months to go. It was literally an hour before we were due to go on stage and I was desperately trying to learn my lines. All of a sudden there was an announcement I was due on stage, so I quickly put on my costume and went. I threw my script at Kate and told her to prompt me from behind the curtains. I managed to remember my very first line, but could not remember anything else so just stood there looking like an idiot. When I looked into the crowd I realised my work was there, so in an attempt to salvage some respect I walked forwards and decided to 'free-style' using some comedy. No one laughed and I was stuck on stage making joke after joke with no one laughing until Sanjit rescued me and pulled me off the stage. Just as he did, the people from my work pulled out a huge 21st birthday cake for Sian onto the stage to get the whole audience to sing Happy Birthday to her; Sanjit and the rest of the cast thought I had told them it was OK to do this but I hadn't. Once me and Sanjit retired backstage everyone was clapping and I thought it was for me but it ended up being for Sanjit for getting rid of me. As I was walking out of the theatre I over heard Roly on the phone telling his friend I had ruined the whole production and that I was a shit actress anyway.
I am part of a drama group and I have to attend Rehearsals tonight for the first read through of the script. Obviously I was worrying about bring good enough and not letting the rest of the cast down. I guess my dream indicates I am bothered by what my work will think of my acting abilities when they come to see the production.
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